True love or simply stupidity???

Tell me why you're so hard to forget?
Eventhough you're the one who make things worse,
you're the one who make me cry,
the one who broke my trust,
the one who hurt me the most,
and the one who broke my heart...

Shouldn't i hate you for that?
Shouldn't i despise you after all the things you've done?
Shouldn't i refuse to hear your voice?
Shouldn't i rejected all your calls?
Deleted all your messages?
Wasn't i suppose to avoid from seeing you?
WASN'T I????!!!

So why didn't I?

Why are you still the one that i love?
Why are you still the one that i miss?
The only one that i dreamed of?
Why is it your voice that i wanted to hear?
The one that i wanted to meet?

Why????!!!

And you...
You are the villain in this story....

Shouldn't you ask for my forgiveness?
Shouldn't you fill a bit remorse?
Shouldn't you feel guilty?

Tell me...
Why is it so easy for you to move on?
Why is it so easy for you to smile?
Why is it so easy for you to forget the things that had happen,
the things you've done?
Why were you the one who is happy with someone else beside you?

Why????!!!