Think before you do...

It hurts. Your attitude is just unacceptable...
No matter how much we fight, it has never get serious...
We both curse at each other...
That I can understand... We say something that we didn't mean...
But this is serious. You broke my heart when you say "aku harap ko tdo bwat selame2nye". Better watch out, you might get it... Old people say "kata2 itu adalah doa". Thank you so much for everything... If your wish comes true, I would like to say congratulation to you in advance my dear...

Finals~ unexpected surprise!!!

First of all I would like to say that I'm quite relax this sem compare to last semester because the subject isn't as hard as last sem. So most of my carry mark is above average. I was so glad and hoping to get deans list diz sem. However, never would i imagine that the final exam paper was as hard as this. I've gone through most of the past sem paper and I swear to god that I can answer all of it from the calculation part to the theory part. I was so frustrated because, I don't think I could achieve my target. Hmmm, I was so confident at first that I can get A's for most of the subject,unfortunately I don't have it anymore since this final has bring so much surprises. My first paper was costing, it was so hard, I was so shocked that it was that hard, so I checked the code twice to make sure that was taking the right paper. How I wish I was wrong. Damn it... Its the right code! I cried later that day knowing that its going to be tough for me to get an A for that subject. I was so down... So, I try to think positive. I try to cover up my mistakes at costing by studying hard for the next paper which is account. The lecturer said it was easy, most of our senior got an a for that subject and no one have fail for that paper before. True, I look through the past sem paper and the exercises that our lecturer has given us, it was easy I tell you!!! But by the time i sit for the paper, ****!!! I think you can guess what happen and how was the paper... Hmm, now what??? When i finished answering and the "pengawas" has collect the paper, I look at my friend who was sitting next to me, at first I wanted to cry, but somehow when I saw his face all i can do is laugh! Hahaha, he kinda got the highest carry mark among us, and he too admit that it was hard. So I feel a bit relief that i'm not the only one who can't answer it.

I hate the way you lie...

Just gonna stand there watch me burn,
no! Its not alright because i don't like the way it hurts...
Just gonna stand there hear me cry,
no! Its not alright because I hate the way you lie,
I HATE the way you LIE!!!

Tiresome~

Oh god, it will be a very tiring week for us students.
So many tests and quizzes.
I'm thinking how to coop with this.
Damn stressing. Study till midnight is not really an option
anymore because I get scared and i become more stressful to see others can sleep while I can't. I don't want to burn the midnight oil anymore.
I get restless whenever I did it.
Usually if i stay up late, I will cover back my sleeping time the next day.
However, this time I can't.
How am I suppose to do that when there's a test too on the next day?
This Sunday I have a test on accounting information system,the next day would be oral test, and on Friday I'll will be sitting for quizzes on corporate finance and also a test for Law. Hmm,somehow I wonder how do those DL students study. The same courses, the same exam, and at the same time... Yet, they could excel!!!
Common tiqs, you know you can. I just have to put more effort in it.
That's a problem with me, the lazy bum! v(^^,)

Burden...

Caring for someone too much can be a burden to you.
Especially when that person doesn't realise how much u care.
I love this one guy so dearly. I am always worried about him.
Especially if he doesn't contact me for a whole day, because that
would be very odd. He always calls me everyday, and also text me whenever
he can't. Somehow, yesterday he did not text me at all, nor did he call me.
I tried to call him, but his phone was off.
I was worried sick!!! I asked his brother and sister whether they know his whereabouts. But neither of them replied. I was scared if anything bad had happen. I wanted to cry then. I can't sleep all night thinking about him.
Later this morning, I try contact him again, but I couldn't reach him.
It was frustrating. Few hours later, he called me. I asked him where did he go and why didn't he text me. He acted as if nothing happen and that i was worried over nothing! That really irritates me. It is not a small thing!!! All I wanted to know is that you are safe laa you dummy!!!

Reasons....

I've just read an interesting blog. She is a good writer.
I like the way she write, so smooth.
The language that she use is so beautiful.
I really wish that i could write like that.
However, there is one of her post that I don't really like.
She wrote about the reasons for her creating the blog.
The reason she write. Like all the other blogger, she wish to
share her experience, her opinion on certain issues.
When i first start reading it, I thought it was cool.
But then, she criticize other people's blog. That's when I started to lose
interest. She keep on criticizing about those who writes about their feelings,
emotions, friendship.... How she hated them. It was so arrogant of her. I don't think that it's the right thing to do. People have their own reason. Not everyone has the same reasons. Take me for example, I write about whatever that i feel like writing.
As you can see, most of my post is about emotions. I create this blog because my BEL lecturer ask me to. It is part of our assignment for that subject. He ask us to write anything, he said "let it be your diary". I don't really like the idea at first. But, I got used to it later and loving it. =) If you don't like what others write, then it's simple. Just leave. You don't have to go on and on saying that their blog suck because blablabla.... So, unprofessional. Not everyone is good at writing, including me. But we are taking a great effort to be better.

Do not...!!!

Things that you should not do to anyone...
Especially to ME!!!

DO NOT:

1. Underestimate a person.

I assure you that you will regret it because the person who often being underestimated were the one who will shine above all the others.

2. Judge a person before you really get to know her/him and the real situation.

Why must you judge someone based on 1st impression? You should know that 1st impression is not always right. The person that you thought was the devil might actually be the angel. You would be surprise when you know that she/he might be the one that you really need. Furthermore, one bad incident does not prove anything. It might just be a coincidence and he/she might be the victim!

3. Don't cross the line.

You don't know what you're asking for. There's a limit for everything. Once you cross it, there is no turning back!

Dear "friends",
I had enough of your B*******!!! I think it's time to show you guys who I really am. Since you already show me your true nature, I might as well show you mine. Remember this, I can "too" play the game!!! Don't be surprise when you see the results. All you know is being two faces j***! You are a coward. Try to say it infront of our face if you dare. I don't give a damn anymore...