Puncak Perdana~

Oouuuuuhhh, I really miss my life at puncak perdana...
It was fun!!!
What makes me really enjoy staying there is the surroundings and the people
whom i lived with at Puncak rocks!!!
I so missed them...
Some of them say that I had forgotten about them as I moved to Melaka and make new friends there...
You guys are so wrong!!! Yeah sure, i'm having great time and fun time studying at Melaka, but that doesn't mean I like it here more and had completely forgotten about you guys...
The people that i am talking about are efi, cken, and monic...
Hahahaha, those are their nickname, not their true names...


That gurl up there is monic. She's kinda blur. Thats what i like about her. It's funny really, she often laugh of our jokes even without knowing what it was about. she will laugh first and ask later, the funny thing is that the joke was about her. She has this big dream which is marrying an architect. If the guy is not from that department, she would reject them! Hahaha, I don't really know whether she had found his Mr.Archi yet... Owh yeah, we call her monic because she love to sing Agnes Monica's song. Some of us call her Agnes.

Sorry...

I am currently happy with my love life, its not perfect but its great for me. I often share my happiness and sadness with my dear cousin whom i think of as a big sister. I told her everything about me and my bf, how happy we are and all that. I didn't realize that it would make her sad. She just broke of with her bf few months ago. I guess I can say she's going through hell. I should have been a little bit more sensitive about her feelings. Of course she would always put a smile on her face, but deep inside, she's hurting. I feel so sad and hopeless that i can't help her much, all i can do is lend her an ear. I know i'll always be there for her, but is it really enough? Its been quite sometime since the last time i saw her, I thought she was doing ok by now, but i was wrong. She send me a video clip of adele- don't u remember. That's when i realize how she really feels. I feel hopeless. By the way, this is the clip, enjoy..

Changes~

Within a week u have change a lot. U did not answer my calls nor my messages. When u call, the way u talk is as if juz to know whether i'm still alive. When i ask why, u said nothings wrong. Then why all the changes? Do u have someone else? No? Hmm, why then? That night when u said u want to be free and play games. What does that suppose to mean? Did i ever bother u whenever u play ur stupid games? Argh, whatever. Suit urself, play, be free. I'm not gonna bother u anymore if thats what u want... After this, don't ever ask me why i've changed!

Right next to you ~

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.

Practical training~

Okay,its been a month already for my practical training... If i must describe it with 1 word, it would be TIRING/CHALLENGING!!! We got in the co' at a peak period... So, it means lots of job to be done. I was assigned at the audit department... Haaaaa, people said it was interesting to be an auditor??? Are you sure??? Coz so far, i don't see anything interesting about it... Ok, fine... We do go out more than those who sits at the account department, but at least all they have to do is accounts... As for us, we do it all... We look at their accounts, we do the tax and all sorts, and we correct whatever that needed correction... Its tiring... If you got a client that "banyak songeh" you're doomed!!! Tahan jelah telinga tue! Now i see why people say that soft skills is important... Its true... I've learned a lot in one month... I already knew how to do the statutory audit, i've learned to use the cch, vouching, and lots more... Alhamdulillah, i manage to do it well... I hope everything will run smoothly... Hmm, i didn't update my log book yet. I don't really like doing it coz what am i suppose to write? I'm doing the same thing everyday, which is... AUDITING~ Haaaaaaa, what more can i say???

Weeks of madness, tears and stress...

I am trying so hard to be strong, not to cry a single tears for the whole week. But somehow today i lost to my emotions. I'm not as strong as i think i am. I still can't control my emotions. Does that make me weak? I cried early this morning because i got a test and i wasn't ready for it. I was busy finishing my assignment till morning. I slept at 3a.m. I set my clock so that i can study at 5,but i woke up at 6.30a.m and the test starts at 7. I was so tired and so stress. Never in my life have i felt so unready for a test before. I was frustrated and disappointed at some people because they did not wake me up to study. Argh, i'm so disappointed. Later, during class, I didn't understand a thing that the lecturer said. I don't know what to do. I want to tell someone bout it. I want to talk to my dad. I miss him so badly. But whenever I tried to call him, he was busy. I want to talk to him, wanna share all of my problems. Hmm... Next week will be pack. I don't know how to cope with it. Tests, quizes, presentations, reports... Hmm, I'm going to be crazy by the end of the week!

The uncertainty~

Hmm, it has been ages since the last time i updated my blog... I don't really know what to post... That's one of the reason... I'm currently happy with everything... Like others say "so far so good"... Heee (^^,)
As far as things go, there is this one thing that i am not quite happy about... My studies... I know it's too early to give up, it has just been a month... However, there is a complication. Somehow, this semester subjects is very challenging... I don't know whether i am the only one who thinks so... It became more challenging when you have a lecturer who wants to finish the syllabusss fast... Don't they know that i don't get what they are teaching... Some teach "acuh x acuh"... Damn... I'm so scared for this semester!!! Like seriously... I am!!! (T_T) God please help me... The other thing that i am scared of is PRACTICAL TRAINING!I'm afraid if I don't get a place for my practical... My CGPA is not as good as the others... Argh, help me...